Ahhh Angela, this is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your insightful words. Before my brother Brian died, he and I were in the story of entering new phases. He was only 9 but had so much ahead of him, a girlfriend, wanting to tryout for football. I was his oldest sister, and in a way a mother-figure since my mom worked, parents were divorced, and a lot of his care landed on me. I had just finished my first week of college and then all of that came to a halt. What does it feel like to be holding the pen alone now? At first I felt so lost. He was suddenly gone and I didn't get to say goodbye. I numbed my pain. But I finally let myself feel that pain, feel that loss, and I still do when the waves hit. But it's not so empty now. I feel him near, I get his signs, I know that I am never alone - he is with me.
I am so excited. I listened to your recent episode where you talked about the upcoming episodes, and was so happy to hear that my episode is coming up, but most of all I loved hearing that you've been getting more signs. Can't wait!
Ahhh Angela, this is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your insightful words. Before my brother Brian died, he and I were in the story of entering new phases. He was only 9 but had so much ahead of him, a girlfriend, wanting to tryout for football. I was his oldest sister, and in a way a mother-figure since my mom worked, parents were divorced, and a lot of his care landed on me. I had just finished my first week of college and then all of that came to a halt. What does it feel like to be holding the pen alone now? At first I felt so lost. He was suddenly gone and I didn't get to say goodbye. I numbed my pain. But I finally let myself feel that pain, feel that loss, and I still do when the waves hit. But it's not so empty now. I feel him near, I get his signs, I know that I am never alone - he is with me.
Thank you fr the beautiful feedback. I still think about our conversations on signs. I can't wait to share the episode in the next few weeks!
I am so excited. I listened to your recent episode where you talked about the upcoming episodes, and was so happy to hear that my episode is coming up, but most of all I loved hearing that you've been getting more signs. Can't wait!
Nina talked about signs, too!
Oooh can't wait to hear it!
This is beautifully written. Thank you for articulating what is so challenging to express.
Thank you!